Hmm i had a beautiful off day today.....i slept late last nite and not scared of oversleepin i had a gr8 nite's sleep.......I got up at 12(slept at 4) and it felt so refreshin......hmmm than i juz slacked arnd before gettin readi and goin to school....school was a bit draggy and yucky but i learnt a few new things and i juz loved the atmosphere of a classroom, makes me feel young again, bein in work and dealin wif the internal politics and the various factions of work make me feel so like an adult and than despite actin so childishli i still act more reserved and controlled but in class i am more laid back and not havin to watch my back nor have i to look out for people and all.....life doesnt revolve arnd others in school and i love tat abt it......afta school we last minute played soccer i was half-hearted when i heard it but i ended up playin and man is my fitness bad....it deteoriated like crazy....first few times i cldnt even shoot the ball properli i was like a kid hittin it so soft.....my dribbling was pathethic and once i had a open goal to shoot at and i lobbed it over tha bar from juz outside the goal post.... but later i kinda hung on and was alil betta, managed to go thru players, managed to compose myself to at least play a decent standard of football....
i have this big gme on saturday and i talked alot abt it and pride is on the line and if i play the way i started today i am goin to have a huge task of eatin wateva i said and i hate tat, three hours of soccer and i cant raise my leg tat much....sickenin man....but it was all worth it i enjoyed myself.... later i came back slacked again, watched a movie, read, and in short lead a normal teenage life instead of the monotomy tat is work tat is an adults life.......
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